Just about the most tough portions of zazen for many people to understand is sitting without ambitions or anticipations, together with an expectation of "acquiring enlightened. Occasionally, Rih-Rih craves a little creature comforts (even demi-goddesses are sorta human). Hence why she's been spotted in Awake NY's blue "Living the Dream" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfBrROL69Lk